The only dream I’ve had about the baby was a few months ago, and he was a boy. While Chris doesn’t really think that you can get a feeling for if it’s a boy or a girl, I’ve thought it was a boy all along. And yet I was still totally shocked when I saw the little boy bits up on the screen in the Doctor’s office.
I hope that my baby never reads this, because from the moment I saw the little pink line on my pregnancy test I’ve loved him, but I don’t think I fully realized how much I wanted a little girl until I was told I wasn’t having one. I did shed a few tears, which my loving husband assured me was normal and natural and that I am not a horrible mother for having these feelings.
Then, in celebration of my little boy, I painted my toenails blue. I am so excited to have a boy! I’ve heard that they absolutely adore their Mommies and I look forward to hanging out with my two boys all the time. I can’t wait to meet him, I already love him to pieces.
Here’s a sneak preview of the little guy. You can see his baby face, heartbeat, growing bones, even his brain!