My astrological sign is Cancer, and in true crab fashion, when I am depressed I crawl into my shell. I shut down, I turn inward and close off everyone else.
I’m not sure why, but this is where I’m at right now. I’ve crawled into my pillow fortress in bed, I haven’t been writing, and I haven’t been talking to my friends.
The most frustrating part for me is that I don’t know when this will end. Is it normal to feel this way sometimes? How happy do “normal” people feel, and what does happy mean anyway? Will I ever feel happy or am I just like a street addict, chasing the dragon but never quite able to grab it’s tail?
I don’t know the answers to these questions. Do you?