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Struggling.

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My astrological sign is Cancer, and in true crab fashion, when I am depressed I crawl into my shell.  I shut down, I turn inward and close off everyone else.  

I’m not sure why, but this is where I’m at right now.  I’ve crawled into my pillow fortress in bed, I haven’t been writing, and I haven’t been talking to my friends.

The most frustrating part for me is that I don’t know when this will end.  Is it normal to feel this way sometimes?  How happy do “normal” people feel, and what does happy mean anyway?  Will I ever feel happy or am I just like a street addict, chasing the dragon but never quite able to grab it’s tail?

I don’t know the answers to these questions.  Do you?

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4 responses »

  1. ((((Sierra))))
    I don’t know the answer but I wish I did because this sounds all too familiar to me. Sending lots of love.

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  2. angelacherrmann@hotmail.com

    I don’t know the answers, but I do know that I love you and miss you and I wish I lived closer!!! If only all of our problems could be solved by listening to ABBA like in high schoool….love you!

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    • Miss you too! Someday our munchkins need to have a play date. 🙂

      “When I lived in Porpoise Spit, I used to sit in my room for hours and listen to ABBA songs. But since I’ve met you and moved to Sydney, I haven’t listened to one Abba song. That’s because my life is as good as an Abba song. It’s as good as Dancing Queen.”

      You’re terrible, Muriel!

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